Friday, September 7, 2018

Living with Bewilderment

The congregation of woodland sunflowers determined to stand at our derelict picnic table, abandoned mostly due to the persistent love of gnats for that moisty space, slightly downhill from our higher-ground backporch refuge. 
a wider view 
Does good stewardship include abandonment?

& more toward the inner
I like looking, yet not sitting over-close, to the lichened slats; the admittance of decay intertwined with beauty emits musty whiffs of reassurance. Also, having never reveled in parties much larger than four, this worship of near silence more nearly bows. The whispers I want cross from the other world.
     In Chapter 4, “Ibn ‘Arabi’s Garden among the Flames: The Heart Receptive of Every Form,” Michael Sells moves into the Ringstone of Noah and especially considers “mystic perplexity or bewilderment (hayra).” He translates Ibn “Arabi into blank verse (pp. 101-2, Mystical Languages of Unsaying), in this passage beginning with the prayer “Lord, increase me in bewilderment in you” as a paired companion/contrast with the more comfortable “Lord, increase me in knowledge”:
     For the bewildered one has a round [dawr]
     and a circular motion around the qutb [the pole or axis of reality]
     which he never leaves

     But the master of the long path 
     tends away from what he aims for
     seeking what he is already in

     A master of fantasies which are his goal

     He has a ‘from’ and a ‘to’
     and what is between them

     But the master of the circular movement
     has no starting point
     that ‘from’ should take him over

     and no goal
     that he should be ruled by ‘to’

     He has the more complete existence

     And is given the totality of the words and wisdoms.

Sells brings this together in a note ending with “The highest understanding is the deepest awareness of mystery” (p. 257). A few lines later (p. 104), another passage focuses the way of the seeker:
     “… in every breath, in every time, in every condition
     he is the image of what that breath, time, or condition requires”




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